Remembering Don Becker
This week's Westword cover story features a look at the life and untimely death of legendary Denver comic Don Becker. The choice of Adam Cayton-Holland as writer is both inspired and frustrating. Cayton-Holland is himself a stand-up comic, so he brings a real insider's insight to the story. On the other hand, he never actually met his subject, which gives the piece a certain "Citizen Kane" vibe as he tries to piece together the story from second-hand interviews and Internet videos. On balance, it's a strong piece (especially the haunting ending, which I won't ruin for you here) that's well worth your time.
If you're looking for additional insight, I'd recommend following up the Westword story with this 5280 profile of Becker from 2005, which includes a chilling, first-hand account of the now infamous night Becker's demons commanded him to lay his arms across the railroad tracks in Lower Downtown.
On that evening of Aug. 12, 1986, over a game of gin rummy with friends, Becker began to feel the chill of death in his feet, clawing its way up his body. As he added and discarded playing cards, he made a plan. Then he threw down his cards and a few dollars, ran from the room, and drove his Subaru wagon to the 15th Street viaduct. In the dark car he stared at the nearby train tracks, mustering up the courage to carry out the voices' ultimatum. He sprinted from his car to the tracks and--just to be safe--he deliberately, calmly pressed both arms to the quivering track. Beneath the sound of grinding metal and screeching brakes, he recited the Lord's Prayer. In an instant, the train was upon him. The wheels tore through his flesh. Blood darkened the dirt beneath the rails. The heavy rumbling and haunting whistle faded as Becker fell back from the tracks, battered and bloodied. He looked down at his mutilated limbs and felt a searing, powerful sense of relief. He remembers musing that he'd never play the piano. A passerby eventually noticed Becker sitting calmly in the dark, mangled arms still dangling from his body. When the man offered help, Becker asked him to pull a cigarette from his bloody shirt pocket and light it for him. The comic smoked, slowly pulling the hot smoke into his lungs while the panicked stranger ran to find a phone.The award-winning photo of Becker, which opens the piece, is one of the most brutally honest portraits you'll ever see.
Comments
Submitted by angela haller (not verified) on Sat, 2009-06-20 16:25.
I seemed to have left out the part as to why my son was being paid a dollar a page for helping Don write his book... My son was on probation and one of the things he had to do was to have a job, well court was slowly approaching and Joshua still didn't have a job, so Don came up with this great letter for the judge that he would pay Joshua to help write his book..... AND THE JUDE WAS SOLD!!!( ONLY DON COULD PULL THAT ONE OFF ) LOL
Submitted by angela haller (not verified) on Sat, 2009-06-20 16:10.
Don was one of the best!!!! he always had something motivating to say to me when i was down. He was wonderful with kids including my daughter Hannah and son Joshua. He at one time was paying my son a dollar a page to type his book that is until he finally got voice recognition set up in his computer.No matter what kind of day Don was having , good or bad he always put a smile on my face and had something brilliant to say!!!!!! Don, We love and miss you!!!! RIP MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!
Submitted by joan burbank (not verified) on Tue, 2008-07-08 20:12.
I was fortunate enough that Don Becker was willing to sit for me, for a series of oil paintings of local writers & poets I did back in 2002.
Don's sitting was paticularlly memorable; his quick wit, great mind and wonderfully expressive face. His imense creativity eminates from the painted surface: a beautiful man, amazing life...he will be missed by all.
Submitted by Kathi McKnight (not verified) on Tue, 2008-08-05 04:50.
I am a handwriting expert and was just going through a list of testimonials for a speaking demo that is being produced and came across a beautifully passionate testimonial from Don Becker. He had attended one of my seminars and later received a private analysis from me. I wanted to include him in the list and acknowledge him for the book he wrote so came on line to find the name of his book and was utterly shocked, saddened and dismayed to learn of his untimely death. I am greatly touched to read about all the lives he touched and am hungry to learn more. I am so very sorry and shocked to hear about this.
Submitted by David Mejias (not verified) on Mon, 2008-06-23 17:53.
I had the privileged of photographing Don Becker for the 5280 story back in 2005.
After two days together, I was deeply moved by his mind and heart. He was the most earnest, open and unassuming subject I've ever photographed.
Don called me a few months ago to discuss working on a portrait for an autobiography he was finishing. His excitement was palpable. I was excited too.
It saddens me that I won't be seeing Don again.
We've lost a great one.

